Monday, August 21, 2006
PS This is a long post so unless u have the patience/time/energy/mood/concern etc, don't bother reading at all.when i am angry, its really bad!
and this time i do mean it when i say so.
those who have witnessed it know it the best
yea its true that i hardly used to get angry. in fact i don't even think any of my friends in S'pore ever saw me in a rage before.
but i get easily annoyed these days. and when it reaches its limit, i literally go mad, completely out-of-control.
and i also know that most of you see it as over-reaction and arrogance on my part.
But i tell u
when am seriously angry, i have a concrete reason to substantiate my reaction.
one thing i absolutely hate is when i haven't done anything wrong and yet everyone fails to believe me
i am a rebel inside-out.
if i don't get my space, thats it. everyone else's asking for trouble.
be it friends or parents or anyone else for that matter.
and yet i hold unshakable faith in myself.
u may see it as untolerable behaviour but just how the hell do i let u know that deep inside my intentions are completely devoid of any hard feelings towards anyone!??
honestly speaking, am sick and tired of this.
i know i can be really feeble-minded many times and all,
but please just let me be as i am.
anyway if i don't work hard, i am going to be the loser right?
and am damn scared of failures
and this convinces me that by hook or by crook, i'll get the desirable results at the end
so please leave me alone.
whoever it is addressed to will never even take a glance at this
but this is my plea
to everyone and God
give me guidance when i feel i really need it
motivate me
reward me
please please don't discourage and shun me away
don't attach labels which makes my self-esteem hit pit bottom
don't follow me
don't be ahead of me
just walk with me
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