Friday, December 23, 2005
Do those who did well in PSLE necessarily do well in O level, A level, Undergraduate courses and so on? I do not think so. And those who didn't do well in one of those major exams, does it mean they've virtually destroyed their beautifully-sewn-together future? Naah. Honestly, whats the first thing that comes to your mind when U're devastated? Is it "God why is it always me?? What sin have i committed to be at the receiving end? I've never ever done...blah blah blah.." or is it "Nevermind. Sorrow is as much a part of life as Happiness is. Its alright. am going to move on no matter what.." ?? Of course its the former!! And why not? Thats being human! When we're really crestfallen, suddenly we see ourselves as some angelic figures, going around doin' good to everybody on Earth and wishing that everybody does well, and thats why we see it as unfair when something really upsets us. What happened to those times when we lied? When we cheated---not as in seriously cheated but the rather harmless one. But still, its called cheating! How come we oversee all that?And why do we ask God to give us a second chance? Is it always God who must give us chances? Why can't it be us who give ourselves another chance to prove ourselves? Because in our eyes we have already fallen to a level from where we see it as hard to pull ourselves up? If indeed God can raise us above that, why can't we do so likewise? If we believe in ourselves, then why keep insisting on God to help us, give us one final chance?!
Yes finally I feel like I've been enlightened! lol. and no i didnt sit under a tree for 13 years! It feels kind of reassuring when nobody's there for u to confide in and suddenly, u discover u don't exactly need anybody. U yourself are your best friend and what makes things even more convenient? U know yourself the best.
My rough aims for the year ahead---2006!
Study hard, play hard, be more focussed, try to stay away from distractions and be more dedicated to whatever i pursue.
Fair and square? All said and done----here comes the challenge. To go about achieving it. Good luck to me, and to all of you. Merry Christmas and Happy New year, in advance. May the year ahead be a very eventful one for U and Me. :)
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