Saturday, December 17, 2005
Am up early today! Around 8 am! Thats super early for me alright. Ahha what a nice way of making a good start =DWent for a morning run, not entirely out of personal interests. Firstly, didn't have anything more useful and/or productive to do. Secondly, had planned to start jogging/running since a LONG time so it was high time to make it come true:). Thirdly, wanted to freshen up a bit and really exercise. My target of how many rounds to run (each round covering a distance of 400m) was initially not set. Decided to give it a go first. However as I started running, decided on 4 rounds. Then made it 5. After about 1st round, felt like shit! Really. But well Who was I kidding? Of course I had proved earlier on to have run atleast 4 rounds.
The funny thing was, I had to keep searching for ways to remain focussed and motivate myself to meet my target. U know whats the usual thing people say that helps ya keep going? Imagine U can see your loved one at the finishing line. Run to him!! lol honestly I've never ever found it useful so far! Have you?
Anyway, I decided to be more inventive or perhaps it came as natural to me. Kept imagining that all the while I was running, people kept boo-ing me. Said crappy stuff like 'aah U look like an idiot the way u run. muahahaha". lol really am not making this up. And whats even more fascinating is that all those imaginary people were guys. lol. And what i wanted to do was meet my target, reach the finishing line, put on this really pretty smile & ask those imaginary lot to simple F*** Off! *blushes* Guess what? It works!! Not only did i meet my target, I ran one extra round. Thus making it about 2.4 kms in total. not bad right, for a person who hasn't run for some monthssss? *blushes again.dammit stop blushing Arpita.This is no big deal! lol*
I thought deeper about this. I think what i realllly want to do is prove myself to others. There's definitely this burning desire deep within me to show people my true blue positive qualities. Show-off? naah i don't think so. Just want to earn credit for something I truly deserve =)
The run was followed by a crashing headache(a little better now). Felt badly like i wanted to puke. Much better now too. Lets see how things turn out later but certainly the world seems a lot more clearer and brighter to me now. A feeling of accomplishment lingers on.
U want to experience the same feelings? Go and sweat it out baebae...
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